I'm writing this in the hopes that you might sometime see it, and maybe read it through. I doubt that'll happen though. If anything, it'll probably be ignored and life will go on. It's not like I'm mailing you my ear or something like that; I doubt you would find much use or interest in it anyway.
I used to think that maybe there was something else, something that could give shelter to both of us together. I see now that it was nothing but a merry delusion I drowned myself in through an attempt to run away from what I am. Besides, you've probably already found your solace.
I wonder if you've ever heard of the Hedgehog's Dilemma. I wouldn't
You'll never see this. I almost guarantee it. It's been too long now, and I doubt you remember me; after all, I renounced any possible claim I had to the title of big brother the moment I stepped out into that blizzard so many years ago. Has it really been over 4 years now?
I remember those last few minutes with perfect clarity, you wondering where I was going, and wondering when I'd be back, while your little brother ran around wondering what was going on.
Why was mommy crying at the kitchen table? Why had your brother put all of his things in trash bags and boxes? Why did your father stand stoically by the door, looking at the person you